Well I guess this means that I'm not doing the 365 blog again.
This will just be a whenever / whatever blog!
This has been an emotional 12 days for me. I'm not sure where to even start. I guess we all have these emotional roller-coasters!
I'm still Marathon Training, I still love to train, and run of course,
I still love my family,
I still love Photography,
Work is....... OK I guess!
Why am I in a major FUNK?????
I cry almost every night,
I'm feel like horrible mother
my kids don't like me,
(at least they act like it)
I feel like I'm driving my husband to go grey!
Why, why, why!!
I'm hurting in more ways then one,
Life is going by way to fast,
I feel like I am missing out on so much,
My baby is 14, and my boy is 20!
OMG!!!
I have to have ANOTHER surgery on my HIP!
I want to be a better person,
I want to talk to my kids more,
(they never want to talk)
they are to busy with other things!
All I'm asking is to sit down and have a conversation with them
and maybe get a family picture or two!
(OK, that may be the reason why they are ignoring me)
I want my Photography business to start picking up
I love photography!
I need people to practice,
Anyone!
I need a friend,
not a relative
a friend that will call just to say HI!
I don't have any friends,
and that is really sad,
It makes me cry
Every night I go to bed
I think to myself,
WHY!
Why, don't I have a FRIEND!
I do try, well I think I try!
I NEED A BEST FRIEND!
I have my mom
yes,
she is my best friend
I have my brothers,
yes,
...but they are BOYS!
I have my husband
yes,
.... but.....
I have my kids,
..well you know where that is going
The dog,
That is a MAN's best friend!
she doesn't count!!!
I JUST WANT A FRIEND,
SOMEONE THAT WILL CALL ME JUST TO SAY
HI!!!
I had to post a picture!
These are my friendly shoes, that love to make me
RUN!!!
Good night!
